hated.

Usually I can care less what people say or think about me. I often brush it off or just say,"Hey! their loss". I try to surround myself w/ positive people & pray for those who dislike me. It really hurt to find out that someone I have a close relationship with; HATES me. Even more that she's been acting like we're cool ends up being two-faced. Hearing this really upset me, I've never had someone HATE me & my feelings were really hurt. Yea, we have those who we don't get along with or dislike but HATE? Maybe it's my fault, I try my best to develop friendships that are based on trust & love. Hoping they'll grow day by day to potentially last a lifetime. Guess this wasn't one of them. It saddens me cause now it effects our kids, why should they suffer? All they want to do is enjoy their childhoods, have fun, learn & mature w/ one another. I don't know what I can do now. Seems hopeless to me cause of how much hatred she has built up throughout the years & I honestly don't know what I did. Maybe I just suck at being a good friend:(