hard to deal with..

 Joon's passion is MUSIC.. Ever since we first met he made it clear that he LOVES to sing & even though the first song he serenaded me with was the only Tongan song I hated..lol.. he was amazing singing it:) Now as his music career is taking off, they've become a band; people want them to perform @ different functions & do more traveling. I support him 100% & he knows that I'm his #1 fan.. but I don't like the "GROUPIES" part.. I know that no woman would like to have another female all up on their man esp. when you're not around. I try my best to make their shows & support but I'm really making sure no girl is messin' with my boo..lol.. I may sound silly but its true. I trust Joon & I know he'll never jeopardize our marriage (he better not).lol. but I don't trust them females who try & get w/ the artist. Sometimes I think he'll go out of town & some Prettier,Skinnier,more Interesting girl will try to get with him & she'll succeed. Sadly I even wish he never knew how to sing.. I know that's wrong but I feel that the more exposure his band gets means; more road trips, more studio time, more practices, more groupies, more worries for me:( I don't want this to be an issue for us but sometimes I make a big deal out of it. When his practices go over the time he said he'll be home, I throw a fit when he comes back. I find it hard for me to be okay with it when he doesn't know where I'm coming from. What if it was the other way around & I was the singer & doing shows having guys hitting on me? I know that our marriage is SOLID but why am I so worried? I always share w/ him my feelings about this & he always says the same thing."If you want me to quit this music career, I'll do it for you".. but I don't want that. I wouldn't want him to stop following his dreams because of my insecurities. He has a great future ahead of him & I know that music is his way of expressing himself to the world. Though at time it's very hard to deal with.. I pray often for him & his music endeavors, always remembering our ordinances made in the TEMPLE comforts me. I'll work on dealing with it but mainly looking beyond the bad & seeing the good that'll come of it. Music is his DREAM & I want to be a part of making it REALITY:)

-Jr. Lei - I love you, I do trust you & want the best for you in everything. I'll work on being more supportive even when I feel otherwise.lol. but I know you do this music thing for Us. To prepare a better future for our family esp. our kids. I cherish every memory we've made since day one. You've been blessed with great talent & I want you to do what your heart desires. Skies the limit hunny & no matter what I'm right by your side for the ride:) Hopefully your band breaks up & your stuck @ home with us all the time..LOL.. juss kidding;) You're an Amazing father to our boys & even more an Irreplaceable husband.. Keep up the great work & I'm so proud of you! Ayye-OOOh:) xoxo- Wifey!