Growing up I had no issues with my weight. I was a very athletic teen & exercised almost everyday. After meeting Jr I went the extra mile in staying healthy & keeping my cuteness for him.lol. When we got married I began to get comfortable w/ eating way too much & being lazy. I blame it on being HAPPY& in LOVE..haha;) So, when I got pregnant I was so happy cause I had an excuse to EAT.EAT.EAT! I felt good because I didn't have to worry about how I looked or that I was getting too fat. I LOVED being pregnant. After having Zion & 11months later finding out I was pregnant again with Isi got me excited to stuff my face for another 9 months.lol. Now that my boys are older keeping up with them has been a challenge. My laziness has taken over our day trips to the park & walks in the evenings. I've realized how much time I'm taking away from their childhood by being "THAT" mom. That one who loves to eat & laugh w/ her kids but dreads any kind of physical activity after, that one who sleeps-in while the t.v entertains her kids until she feels like getting up, that one who takes her kids to the park,sits there eating their snacks instead of running around playing with them, that one who'll discipline her kids but never think that maybe she's the one needing some discipline. I don't want to be "THAT" mom, I want my kids to remember the good times they've shared with me, I want my husband to see that beautiful girl he fell in love with. I'm making changes in my life for them but mainly for myself. I have to want it more than anyone else, crave it more than anything else & maintain it for as long as I'm breathing. I know I can never have that Super Model body but I can def. work on my inner SUPER MODEL:) I know I can do this just making it a habit will be the challenge, but my health depends on it. I want to grow old w/ my husband & see our kids have their own families..so I'm done being "THAT" mom...keeping it movin' & looking forward to finding my "Skinny" again.lol. Staying MOTIVATED:):)
*Start date: 8.15.11- weight: 220lbs.*
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Good luck Lexx!! I can't wait to get that motivation lol
ReplyDeleteomg goodness girl you just described me! and I'm on that same push too, except I haven't quite got the eating part down yet, however I have worked out since Monday...lol Good luck! I've seen you do it before you can most def do it again!!
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